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Post by Hermit on Nov 7, 2008 9:12:30 GMT -5
How does one explain the unexplainable? How does one convey a truth that is so beyond the normal realm of thinking, it is often dismissed as crazy? How does one express the thunderous inspiration that is as random as the autumn air while as constant as the molecules of a dream? How does one? How does one? How does one do this, while holding on to sanity? It's been done before, so surely it can be done again. So how does one describe themselves to you, when they are still discovering the true scope of who they are? How does one? How does one? How does one hold onto their center while allowing others to enter, in the midst of their own external denial? How does one? Hmmm.... Separation? Contemplation? Compartmentalization? Expiration? Exasperation? Maybe a good case of self implosion Could be the remedy or the cure
I know a prince Riding in a valley Who knows he is the King of the surrounding county And it has helped his vision It has hurt his vision But he will only be able to do a side step in life without me And as he needs me I need him But he needs to understand that it is not just about me It is not just about him There is more to me than I knew before And like ...
Dam And like ...
Wow I ...
Dang, I can not say ... If you want to know ... Then touch me If you do not Then don't I cannot force you to move Nor can I force you to stand still Nor can you expect any different from me I will give you a hint
The Queen does not take kindly to her King not giving her the respect she deserves Blind is her stately gown to the naked eye The emperor's best for all the rest For it is a way for her to survive The King, or potential there of, has seen enough to know It is his time to go To make a stand To hold a hand into the next leg Of his life's journey Because ... we as humans can stand still But life does not How could I explain it better without the touch of a wave? How could I help you, when I couldn't help me?
Life is more expensive When the light is buried So open your ears, beyond the paranoia your life has created And understand We should've already been together and celebrated The waiting needs to be over Because life doesn't wait It grows You can either grow away Or together Because the Queen is tired of separation pleasure So how can I .... How can I ... How can I help you understand That flesh to flesh makes the illusion real?
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Post by ha on Nov 7, 2008 12:52:36 GMT -5
You put it all on me, and it's not all me. Respect goes both ways...
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Post by ha on Nov 7, 2008 13:31:11 GMT -5
The last thing I want to do is argue, but you just don't get it and you don't care. This is hurting me too much and I am going through enough. You put it all on my shoulders. You don't even consider my feelings. How in the world... nevermind. It won't matter. If something means that much to you, you need to show it. You know actions speak louder than words. I am not in the position to be making huge decisions, but where are you then? You still should be there, and you don't want to be. You still want to play games which I can't take the pain of anymore.
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Post by Hermit on Nov 7, 2008 13:48:03 GMT -5
The last thing I want to do is argue, but you just don't get it and you don't care. This is hurting me too much and I am going through enough. You put it all on my shoulders. You don't even consider my feelings. How in the world... nevermind. It won't matter. If something means that much to you, you need to show it. You know actions speak louder than words. I am not in the position to be making huge decisions, but where are you then? You still should be there, and you don't want to be. You still want to play games which I can't take the pain of anymore. That's kind of ironic don't you think? I didn't put anything on your shoulders. As per several of our conversations before .... This was something I wrote for someone I do care about, and would like things to go further with. The only way it can go further is as I told you before, I need the physical act of touching. I'm not playing a game. As far as being there or rather here, it seems 'ha' is temporary whereas I'm still me.
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Post by ha on Nov 7, 2008 14:00:43 GMT -5
If you believe that being a member of OHG is being there for me, than I really don't know why we're talking. How far did that ever go? As far as you cared to go, despite my feelings. How much do you really care when all you do is spend time with other people? Enough said.... there is too much pain, and none of it was cared enough about to change it. It is obvious you don't care at all. That's fine, but please don't expect me to look past everything that was said, done, and still being done, and think that it's okay for you to do that. Aside from that, everything hurts, I am dealing with it, and you've never been there. You are still doing what you do best.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 7, 2008 14:00:32 GMT -5
That was very beautiful and I felt a different take on this, I felt it to be sincere and touching. Inspirations come in plenty of ways, they are like the ocean in some ways, how they roll with the tides. The last line, I have to totally agree, that is the most heartfelt way you could reach. Thanks for sharing.
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Post by ha on Nov 7, 2008 14:09:42 GMT -5
That was very beautiful and I felt a different take on this, I felt it to be sincere and touching. Inspirations come in plenty of ways, they are like the ocean in some ways, how they roll with the tides. The last line, I have to totally agree, that is the most heartfelt way you could reach. Thanks for sharing. Thanks for that. Tooting your own horn, as always.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 7, 2008 14:25:24 GMT -5
That was very beautiful and I felt a different take on this, I felt it to be sincere and touching. Inspirations come in plenty of ways, they are like the ocean in some ways, how they roll with the tides. The last line, I have to totally agree, that is the most heartfelt way you could reach. Thanks for sharing. Thanks for that. Tooting your own horn, as always. Excuse me, just because your not having a good day, don't mean you can take it out on me. I can comment any way I want on people's writing and I don't need your permission. Secondly, "tooting your own horn, as always,"....why do you say that? Because I share comments back? People will see what they want to see in someone's writing, and they might see it in a totally different light than the writer, ...it's the leave it to whatever the reader wants to see or take from it. But in any case, you keep your quarrels to yourself, because what did I ever do to you?! Huh?, Ha!...I didn't make any rude comments to you. Sorry to, Crystal ... the color of time for taking away from your thread, but that was not called for.
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Post by ha on Nov 7, 2008 14:33:00 GMT -5
You can't leave it alone, you have to stir shit some more. I've had enough of that... you do it over and over again, that's why I stopped. You like to point fingers and blame the insanity on others, but until you stop hurting and care about someone other than yourself, I can't stay around and keep hurting myself. You'll never stop......... so I'm leaving it at that. Someone's got to be the grownup. I have enough.
Take care "Lori"
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 7, 2008 14:50:52 GMT -5
You can't leave it alone, you have to stir shit some more. I've had enough of that... you do it over and over again, that's why I stopped. You like to point fingers and blame the insanity on others, but until you stop hurting and care about someone other than yourself, I can't stay around and keep hurting myself. You'll never stop......... so I'm leaving it at that. Someone's got to be the grownup. I have enough. Take care "Lori" Are you saying I am the one to stir things up/not leave it alone?wtf? All I did was comment on the writing piece, that's that, the way it was flowing, what was wrong with that. And I care more about other people than even my own self. I'm trying to stay away from all the dramatic b.s. stuff and working more on my art/music/ and writings. I'm not blaming anyone but myself, for the things I have been going through in my life. And it must be you, Kim. We can take this in private and not spam threads, if you want to be adult about it.
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Post by ha on Nov 7, 2008 14:59:40 GMT -5
I hate what you have done to me. You won't stop until I'm dead. You know who this is. Please do me a favor, stop doing what you are doing, I mean everything. I don't want to feel it, you are the same as ever. NOTHING has changed, and NOTHING will ever change, that is why there will be no private. All I will hear is lies and twisting things around to protect yourself. I have no interest in that conversation, god knows I had it with you enough! There is no change. I could type til my fingers come off, and nothing would change. I cannot keep doing that to myself. I cannot let you continue to rip me apart and not give a shit about what I'm going through. I am wasting my words if I continue that....it will not change.
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Post by Hermit on Nov 7, 2008 15:06:36 GMT -5
Sorry whiterosebliss. Ha seems to think you are me using a different name. Ha must be having a REALLY bad day. Thanks for your comments though. They are very appreciated. Apparently I have secret abilities to spark fire from other people's asses.
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Post by ha on Nov 7, 2008 15:13:08 GMT -5
You are horrible. You mock everyone and everything that isn't agreeing with you or yessing you to death. You have no heart. Please leave me alone.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 7, 2008 15:19:57 GMT -5
Kim, you are something. I did not hurt you. You still continue to think I'm someone, who clearly I'm not and you still continue to want to believe otherwise. The way you are lashing/acting out is very immature and as far as talking to you, I stopped talking to you bcuz of you thinking I'm someone else other than who I am. I am a female, all woman and nothing else. You need to stop accusing me of being that person. Instead of coming on here and making accusations, maybe you should try to learn to heal your wounds and make yourself stronger, focus on healing yourself inside for a change...just like I have been doing. I'm done with spamming this thread. And Kim, take care of yourself and learn to live.
Crystal...the color or time, I hear what you are saying and sorry for spamming, but I'm not going to allow others to speak to me that way anymore.
You're welcome for my feedback.
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Post by Hermit on Nov 7, 2008 15:20:20 GMT -5
I don't like anyone to kiss my ass, unless they piss me off and I tell them too. And you keep coming back to add more self inflicted pain to yourself. "Kim" huh? Is that another alias? I could be as cruel as you say I am, but .... I think I'll do the dishes instead. I hope your day gets better Ha
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Post by Hermit on Nov 7, 2008 15:25:18 GMT -5
Wow!! You too whitewinterrose? She thinks you are a guy too? Awe, Ha ... I'd try and say something sympathetic right now, but you wouldn't hear it correctly anyway, so as whiterose said, take care of yourself and try to heal. I always liked your comments white rose as well as your work. No worries on the spamming, but I'm kinda impressed that this thread now has a count of 70 in one short afternoon.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 7, 2008 16:31:20 GMT -5
Yes, but lord knows that I'm not. Oh boy, anyways, it's 80 count now.....think cuz there was a little heat goin on, somethin to catch their eyes....hehehe ;D Thanks for your kind words, too! Have a nice day.....
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Post by Hermit on Nov 7, 2008 18:03:56 GMT -5
It was getting too quite in the AK section.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 7, 2008 18:38:24 GMT -5
hmmm, well....yeah, that area can get a little busy up in there....but quiet can be nice sometimes, just to relax and kick back sounds good about now....
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