Post by Hermit on Dec 22, 2006 16:58:22 GMT -5
...Guilty ...
I felt guilty the other night
After sharing some beautiful love the day before
Guilty, 'cuz I saw something
Guilty, 'cuz I knew
Guilty 'cuz the moment it came out .. I knew
So I never really looked
Until yesterday ---
Maybe one year
Maybe two
You kept trying to send your clever little clue,
But like the wind
I blew it off
I kept thinking
All this talk is
Cough ... Cough ... Cough
The beauty was lovely
I loved the quality of the muse
And became heart broken at the end
The love for them - came full circle again
While I sat in my teacup
Set on full spin
What have I done to him?
Guilty
His friends must hate me!
Guilty!
Why couldn't I just let him in?
Guilty!
Of so many things
But he doesn't like it when
I knock myself down
So I try to rearrange the brain domain
Guilty subsides
Then understandingI felt guilty the other night
After sharing some beautiful love the day before
Guilty, 'cuz I saw something
Guilty, 'cuz I knew
Guilty 'cuz the moment it came out .. I knew
So I never really looked
Until yesterday ---
Maybe one year
Maybe two
You kept trying to send your clever little clue,
But like the wind
I blew it off
I kept thinking
All this talk is
Cough ... Cough ... Cough
The beauty was lovely
I loved the quality of the muse
And became heart broken at the end
The love for them - came full circle again
While I sat in my teacup
Set on full spin
What have I done to him?
Guilty
His friends must hate me!
Guilty!
Why couldn't I just let him in?
Guilty!
Of so many things
But he doesn't like it when
I knock myself down
So I try to rearrange the brain domain
Guilty subsides
. ~ . ~~ .. of my love denial
~ . ~ To him
. . ~ . . ~ . . To me
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~To the very rhythm of our heart's soul
This understanding has chosen to go for a ride
~ No wonder things are as they were before ~
You - as in me - never let anyone open that door
The treasure was too precious
To let escape
On to any floor
~ No wonder things are as they were before ~
You - as in me - never let anyone open that door
The treasure was too precious
To let escape
On to any floor
~ Instantaneous ~
So real it's insaneous!
~~~~~~~ Connection of one on one thought ~~~~~~
Is better in closer corners
Even when the connected misty universe is ever-clear
I feel Guilty ...
~ . ~ ... of my pain
From not being able to give more of my love gain
The only way I've been taught how
The other way
Had never truly been confirmed
Until you
But not really
But yes
It's just like tyeing down the mist
While trying to hold onto common ground
And wearing a sweater-proof vest
Is it on?
Is it off?
Was it there?
Was it not?
Round and round thoughts
On my carnival of truth defining plots
And the wind could blow
The other way
Only the stars knew
Only the stars glew
Connecting everything and nothing
In one single night
Just to start all over again
When the sun goes to bed
But not really
You see,
That's all illusionary
For the stars are always there
Mending and blending the universe
With such great care and subtly
That some time
It's like watching the growth of a tree
It's easier to see it happen
after several years had past
A year
A year ago
Or maybe two
You sent out your little clue
And it brought it all home
I was guilty
Of not being able to kiss your feet in the morning rain
Guilty
From living with that pain of denial
So guilty ...
I set my life on trial
And hibernated
Acting like a crazy selfish princess
Who had no clue
But I did
I just refused to see them
Because they related to me
On a most personal level
Seeing clues for other things
Is good to know
But they usually can't hurt me as much
So there you go
I was guilty
I'm still guilty
To you
To me
To my family
To the sun
To the moon
To everything and everybody
For being frustrated at not being able to accept the mist
As the most solid thing in my life
I'm guilty
Yes it's true
I'm guilty
For missing you
The only way I've been taught how
The other way
Had never truly been confirmed
Until you
But not really
But yes
It's just like tyeing down the mist
While trying to hold onto common ground
And wearing a sweater-proof vest
Is it on?
Is it off?
Was it there?
Was it not?
Round and round thoughts
On my carnival of truth defining plots
And the wind could blow
The other way
Only the stars knew
Only the stars glew
Connecting everything and nothing
In one single night
Just to start all over again
When the sun goes to bed
But not really
You see,
That's all illusionary
For the stars are always there
Mending and blending the universe
With such great care and subtly
That some time
It's like watching the growth of a tree
It's easier to see it happen
after several years had past
A year
A year ago
Or maybe two
You sent out your little clue
And it brought it all home
I was guilty
Of not being able to kiss your feet in the morning rain
Guilty
From living with that pain of denial
So guilty ...
I set my life on trial
And hibernated
Acting like a crazy selfish princess
Who had no clue
But I did
I just refused to see them
Because they related to me
On a most personal level
Seeing clues for other things
Is good to know
But they usually can't hurt me as much
So there you go
I was guilty
I'm still guilty
To you
To me
To my family
To the sun
To the moon
To everything and everybody
For being frustrated at not being able to accept the mist
As the most solid thing in my life
I'm guilty
Yes it's true
I'm guilty
For missing you