Post by CallistaKiedis on Jan 11, 2005 23:01:27 GMT -5
Get You
You say your sorry, you want to be friends
Why should I believe you, let you hurt me again
You said you were trying, just trying to say hi
Said hi once, that one word made me want to die
You sounded so honest, almost made me trust you
I know better, know what makes you do what you do
You told me you were past it, that you had finally forgot
Cut I can feel why you did this, because you had almost been caught
You apologized for being a jerk, for all the times you hurt mr
I wanted to believe you, but I just can't, for I now see
See what you really are, the monster no one else knows of
Realize you not the same, the boy that I gave all my love
Now I just want you to die, to get your memory out of my head
Because I heard what you told me, but's what was never said
I get you, more than you may ever care to discover
But the heart; my heart, you broke, the pieces will belong to no other
Resting Place
She was once an innocent soul
Not a solitary, wordly, binding care
Her body, mind, soul, essence still completely whole
Everything she wanted was hers, but still one prayer
Was constantly resting in the bottom of her heart
A boy to love her, the man of her dreams, his love to her he confessed
With three gentle words, her princeswept her off her feet
Showered with praise and worship, her wish was granted
Her was the other half of her whole, she was complete
Their life together was perfect, in ever way she felt enchanted
And yet, little did she know, he was losing his flame
His fire for her was slowly dieing, he wanted more than this
Soon she knew, she could see it in his eyes, this was all a game
It was completely gone, no passion or love left in his sweet kiss
The parted ways and her heart went numb and broke for him
She missed him so and couldn't live his life without him by her side
The soft glo of her being became less than dim
Her soul was dead, so a sturdy rope became her guide
It steered her toward her inevitable resting place
Tears dried below her empty eyes, but full of enduring love
Cut her shell down, find a note in her embrace
Folded tightly and on it a single, hand-drawn dove
It spoke of her true soul mate and of her timeless passion
She told her loved ones it's better this way
And yes, she knew her untimely end was beyond ration
But when you lose your reason for living, it's not worth the stay
Broken By A Stranger [not sure if I've posted this one}
You did that one little thing to hurt me
That one little thing to make me turn away
You hardly even know my inside, who I truely am
All you see is a pretty face and a hollow core
Yes, I know I'm not easy to get to know
But did you even try to terribly hard
It's my fault; as always; yet again
I opened my heart to soon and got it broken
Broken by a stranger, a mean little boy
I know better than this, than to let you in
But it seems that all the roads flow as one river
Right up to your doorstep, straight from my winsow
This is all so stupid, we harldy knew eachother
We're already at each other's necks, wanting to kill
I know where this started though, two best friends
You like both, can't choose, so you evade both
The root of all evil, jealousy, competition
You've broken me, stranger, you've killed me
But I still want you, still might need you
Therapy
Your essence echoeing in my hollowed soul
Numbing tears cascade down into a black, infinite abyss
Every memory kills a piece of my heart
And souly you possess the largest part
I can show it better on paper than on skin
You heart is the most comfortable of all places I've been
You eyes are the most meaningful I'll never forget
But I'm losing myself in my thoughts of you
Here, on this paper, is what I feel for you, some ols, some new
How I wish you could read it all
That you could hear the abyss call
And see the red ink, signifying blood
And the heart you treampled in the mud
Scars blooming on snow white paper
With every word, your essence will taper
This is my therapy, my only release
So maybe the pain you cause will cease
Someday, soon I hope, you'll know
That I hate you, but love you so
Bottled Up
It's so much easier this way
You hating me and all
As long as you don't speak to me
I have a reason to dislike you
Restentment that will mask my fear
The fear you'll change your mind
Decide you want to become friends
That you would kill me, you know
Every feeling for you I've bottled up
Would rush out with onekind gesture
I'd be head over heels agian
Opening my heart to all of you
Making it vunerable for you to shatter
Then we'd be back at the beginning
Crying for you every, single moment
Each tear carrying some of my love
It would end, eventually
And I'd be here
Happy to have you hate me
So I can push you away
Instead of pulling you in
You say your sorry, you want to be friends
Why should I believe you, let you hurt me again
You said you were trying, just trying to say hi
Said hi once, that one word made me want to die
You sounded so honest, almost made me trust you
I know better, know what makes you do what you do
You told me you were past it, that you had finally forgot
Cut I can feel why you did this, because you had almost been caught
You apologized for being a jerk, for all the times you hurt mr
I wanted to believe you, but I just can't, for I now see
See what you really are, the monster no one else knows of
Realize you not the same, the boy that I gave all my love
Now I just want you to die, to get your memory out of my head
Because I heard what you told me, but's what was never said
I get you, more than you may ever care to discover
But the heart; my heart, you broke, the pieces will belong to no other
Resting Place
She was once an innocent soul
Not a solitary, wordly, binding care
Her body, mind, soul, essence still completely whole
Everything she wanted was hers, but still one prayer
Was constantly resting in the bottom of her heart
A boy to love her, the man of her dreams, his love to her he confessed
With three gentle words, her princeswept her off her feet
Showered with praise and worship, her wish was granted
Her was the other half of her whole, she was complete
Their life together was perfect, in ever way she felt enchanted
And yet, little did she know, he was losing his flame
His fire for her was slowly dieing, he wanted more than this
Soon she knew, she could see it in his eyes, this was all a game
It was completely gone, no passion or love left in his sweet kiss
The parted ways and her heart went numb and broke for him
She missed him so and couldn't live his life without him by her side
The soft glo of her being became less than dim
Her soul was dead, so a sturdy rope became her guide
It steered her toward her inevitable resting place
Tears dried below her empty eyes, but full of enduring love
Cut her shell down, find a note in her embrace
Folded tightly and on it a single, hand-drawn dove
It spoke of her true soul mate and of her timeless passion
She told her loved ones it's better this way
And yes, she knew her untimely end was beyond ration
But when you lose your reason for living, it's not worth the stay
Broken By A Stranger [not sure if I've posted this one}
You did that one little thing to hurt me
That one little thing to make me turn away
You hardly even know my inside, who I truely am
All you see is a pretty face and a hollow core
Yes, I know I'm not easy to get to know
But did you even try to terribly hard
It's my fault; as always; yet again
I opened my heart to soon and got it broken
Broken by a stranger, a mean little boy
I know better than this, than to let you in
But it seems that all the roads flow as one river
Right up to your doorstep, straight from my winsow
This is all so stupid, we harldy knew eachother
We're already at each other's necks, wanting to kill
I know where this started though, two best friends
You like both, can't choose, so you evade both
The root of all evil, jealousy, competition
You've broken me, stranger, you've killed me
But I still want you, still might need you
Therapy
Your essence echoeing in my hollowed soul
Numbing tears cascade down into a black, infinite abyss
Every memory kills a piece of my heart
And souly you possess the largest part
I can show it better on paper than on skin
You heart is the most comfortable of all places I've been
You eyes are the most meaningful I'll never forget
But I'm losing myself in my thoughts of you
Here, on this paper, is what I feel for you, some ols, some new
How I wish you could read it all
That you could hear the abyss call
And see the red ink, signifying blood
And the heart you treampled in the mud
Scars blooming on snow white paper
With every word, your essence will taper
This is my therapy, my only release
So maybe the pain you cause will cease
Someday, soon I hope, you'll know
That I hate you, but love you so
Bottled Up
It's so much easier this way
You hating me and all
As long as you don't speak to me
I have a reason to dislike you
Restentment that will mask my fear
The fear you'll change your mind
Decide you want to become friends
That you would kill me, you know
Every feeling for you I've bottled up
Would rush out with onekind gesture
I'd be head over heels agian
Opening my heart to all of you
Making it vunerable for you to shatter
Then we'd be back at the beginning
Crying for you every, single moment
Each tear carrying some of my love
It would end, eventually
And I'd be here
Happy to have you hate me
So I can push you away
Instead of pulling you in