CallistaKiedis
Freaks Of A Feather
.:Do you carry the moon in your womb:.
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Post by CallistaKiedis on Dec 25, 2004 19:21:02 GMT -5
I know I can't type, so ignore the typos as best as you can. Also, my titles suck, so I'm open to suggestions. I would really like some constructive comments on these too;D
Needs Title I heard you In a song I miss you So many memories So many Came flooding back With the sound Of a woman's voice I felt you Right beside me And I love you And I reminisce In days gone past For just a song Sends me back Back into your comfort Into your lap And I'm a child Who loves Her grandpa Song ends Here I am A young woman Who loves Her grandfather And misses him Wants him back I heard you In a song We were Together again
Needs Title Trapped in your hell The one you built Fire burns what's left Of my shattered heart You broke it, did you know It's all your fault Memories of you play Out on the brimstone My feelings, still strong Dance and mock me Bvery breath is for you Every ache is because of you I'm slowly building a bridge One to my own paradise Where I'll be free of you I'm healing, can you tell I'm moving on, letting go Soon it will be only you Trapped in your own hell I'll be long gone Sound and happy Joyous without you
Move On Can't you see she's using you Your her back up So if she can't find another You'll be there for her
*It's time to move on Time to let go Leave this girl behind You'll surely find better
She wants you to hang out With her of course Know why So you can't be with other girls
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I care for you to much To much to see you hurt Enough to know you have to learn Learn it's over and you deserve greater
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No one can ever tell you what to feel Until your ready to listen You'll see for yourself What she is and what she's doing
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Only You I love you dearly You have no idea I wish you knew That you could see
The choices you make Don't even get me started They are so not like you It hurts me to watch
I am unsure of how long I can be a spectator Of your foolish games They break my heart
I care for you so Despite what you did to me Nevermind the past We're in the here and now
I care enough to be sorrowful Enough to not interfere To much to let you But I can't stop you
Only you can control you No matter how lame that sounds I'll do everything in my power To support you and love you
Portrait Bleed my heart red again Red is the color of love, right Isn't it the hue of pain as well Blood and love How strangely they fit together
Cry my hollowed soul ocean blue The calming blue of mellow waves Water, tears, sorrow, all tinted alike Tears and calm Might they be destined to dance
Breath my broken body white Colorless symbol of universal purity Also searing white hot anger Purity and anger What bound these two extremes
Love me an endless portrait One of us together and existing Sleeping in hope, waking in peace You and I Fated to die as one in grace
Last Breath Wrists cry blood red tears Tainted cloth hides brutal scars Knife lays on bedside table Chest rises and falls unsteadly Lost images dance overhead Shadows fill empty room Eyes burnt with the image of him Crimson liquid pools beneath Life slowly slipping away Heart remembers one last time Last breath taken Soul departs pained body Tears fall on dead ground Cause of this weeps before her grave His heart dies there over her Body is numb, yet continues living Love did this, brought such pain Love is the beginning and end
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CallistaKiedis
Freaks Of A Feather
.:Do you carry the moon in your womb:.
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Post by CallistaKiedis on Dec 25, 2004 19:30:43 GMT -5
FIRE Watch the flame dance gracefully along my river of torture Over the river I cried into the bank you sculpted Can you guess where it leads, where it all may end Oh so many possibilites, mind blowing, isn't it It could flow to my death, you taking my own life Or it might rapid to a rocky revenge; sweet revenge But don't worry your pretty, little head about where it completes Fret about being absorbed in the flames, the yellow, red, blue, white Be wary of what may come of your comfort in the fire Your bound to get lost in the rhythm of the flicker Yet, you must remember, that you torched this peaceful water You ruined to calm current heading towards my golden arches, me reward Can you look into its depths and tell me what you see Do you see pain, torture, infinite depression, maybe even regret Swim into the soul of the red-hot coolness of self-infliction Does the insane being of it cut your lips, how about your heart Will you ever understand the hell your not being here is putting me through Would you just try to put the past behind you And get lost in the fire, my fire
STORM Rain pounds down on my head But I'm tossing and turning in bed Lightning burns through my eyes Hundred times for those thousand lies Thunder rattles my broken heart A single kiss makes me fall apart Hail crushes my limp mortal Clothes burnt, torn, and artful Wind rips through my swollen lips Metaphorical bones struggle to eclipse Tell me, please, when will this damn storm end
DIE HAPPY Rain falls right outside my open window Reminds me of you, don't ask why, can't explain Confusion is racing around my brain Certainty is coursing through my veins You'll never see how much I love you, your blinded by hate You've never looked so damn good, and I can't have you There is nothing I can do except sit on the outside, looking in Can't you forgive and forget; can't you swallow your pride It's the thrill of the kill; the calm before the storm The anticipation of what will never be My fear is so strong, one word could kill me My love is so powerful, one kiss would free me So come set me free, then let me die happy
TEARS OF BLOOD Can you feel my steadily flowing tear It falls ever so gently around your bed Can you hear my broken heart weeping It plays a sad love song just for your ears Can you taste my desperation in the fog It settles like snow on the sound of your name Can you smell the blood leaking from my eyes It will eventually drown you in remorse Can you see the lonely view cried out before you It longs for your loving company forever more
NO MORE PAIN Crimson tears cry out from fragile wrists Tainted cloth hides self-inflicted scars Knife wet with hate lays beside the bed Bottomless eyes bleed from the heart Relentless memories tug at sensitve nerves All it took was a simple boy being a boy His kiss still fresh on cracked lips His embrace still warm around a broken body His stare still kind within a weeping soul Feelings slowliy leak out, staining the floor It will all be over soon, no more pain
DEAF [title needs work, any ideas] The tears I've shed for you have left me blind Blind of reality, of fantasy Blind of love, of hope The words I've spoken of you have left me mute Mute of passion, of feeling Mute of tenderness, of caring The poems I've written for you have left me numb Numb of kindess, of expression Numb of nightmares, of dreams The songs I've cried for you have left me deaf Deaf of intimacy, of greed Deaf of you, of me
SWEET REVENGE Want to make your life hell, to pull you down Cut out your soul, don't make a sound Want to torture your mind, make you go insane Make you hurt, feel my pain Look what I've been reduced to I want you back, I love you
YOU ARE ME Seem to be falling, no arms to catch me Seem to be blind, no eyes to guide me Can't speak, my ears fail me Can't hear, my tongue defies me So scared, my soul hides within me So depressed, my love turns black despite me One reason, I'm stuck on you One reason, I think I still love you
BROKEN PEN My love turns black, toss and turn Stomach aches, heart cramps, eyes burn Been dead once, near it again Carved my soul out with a broken pen It's all written on torn bits of paper Depression overcomes, joy tapers You've seen my decline, and now the end Almost turned to you, forgot your not a friend I cried for help, I cried for mercy But you did nothing, can't you see Inside I'm dying, outside I'm fine I put on an act so there was no sign You couldn't see me falling, couldn't see me leaving You ignored the wall I was slowly weaving
MUTATION Crimson tears roll down my broken heart And pool in the gap left within my soul Pain filled crys escape from my lips And echo in my own empty space Scars left from memories adorn my being And show through my mask with shame My cracked heart weaves a protective shield And blocks out my evil, shadowed world Ocean green eyes burn a hole in the sky And dreary clouds rush to fix it Golden light shows on the dull horizon And envelopes my body with unknown joy Happiness is finally within my deprived self And a brilliant smile takes the place of a frown It's been so long since I've smiled My lips had almost forgotten how But in that very moment, they remembered And the heavens smiled back
TEARS & BLOOD Tears and blood mix together to form a picture A masterpiece you created from my body and soul A picture of pain Of loss A picture of torture Of deception Your lies mixed the colors, your kisses wrote the message If I gave you softer embraces, could you paint us working A portrait of hope Of love A portrait of joy of tenderness
BLOODY ABANDONMENT Hate conquers my life Lies defeat my soul Codependence ters my mind Future cracks my heart Left alone, no one to fight for me Where has my knight in shinging armour gone And took with him every soldier and sword The seas are bloody and the sky scorched The temple burnt and the village ransacked Criminals always return to the scene When will my criminal return To hold me yet again
EMPTY WANTING I want you back, yet again But can't even talk to you Forbidden I love you, once more But can't get closure Heartache I want to feel you, one more time But can't reach you Remembrance I want to kiss you, a couple minutes But can't taste you Resentment I want you to hold me, a few moments But can't find you Torture I want to get lost in your eyes, a little while But can't have you Insanity I want you to love me, again But can't know you Forever
COME BACK I sit here watching you Remembering years past Your an unknown to me Your face is so much the same But your soul has changed Mutated into the very thing I detest We don't know eachother anymore Probably never will again You dont care, you hate me Hasn't been spoken, doesn't need to be What happened to the little girl, my friend Have you locked her up Gaged and bound Will she ever escape Or has this monster muzzled her Never to resurface If the sweet little girl comes back I'll be here with open arms And a loving heart
ALSO NEEDS TITLE [hlep me] Liberate my mortal from your evil Untitled pain sears through countless scars Forcing me slowly to insanity Keep my broken heart as a souvenier Yearning to relinquish deadly memories Out of my body, numbing depression Underestimating infinite lonlieness [sp] Assuming you can take it away Dispose of me like a styrofoam [sp] cup Repent as if there is no tomorrow Kill what little is left living Rape my soul of innocence [sp] Tear away the purity Cripple the stable structure Deprive me of you warmth Hang me out to die Do you feel no remorse Can you hear the broken cry Have you seen the mess you left Did you feel the mind-blowing burn Could you say you forgive me Will you forget the morbid past Come to me if ever you need For despite all you've done I still love you
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CallistaKiedis
Freaks Of A Feather
.:Do you carry the moon in your womb:.
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Post by CallistaKiedis on Dec 25, 2004 19:47:34 GMT -5
MORBID FAIRY TALE Her broken immortal loses its feminine intellect She allowed a single boy to alter her life's path Took three meaningless words to melt her frozen heart On small kiss to shatter every last stronghold When they parted, her heart longed for his touch Oh, his sweet touch, how it comforted her And his gentle embrace, how it made her forget She wept when he was not near, as a motherless babe would It was as if they belonged in a perfect fairy tale But all tales must end, as did this one Ignorance made him leave his sweet angel Porcelain tears caressed her solemn face Yet still, she moved on with a false smile Now his heart was filled with hate, for what she knew not The gaping hold he left can not be repaired, but by him She lives every day trying to get back to her love And yet she'd cry an ocean to escape that boy His love is a treasure she will hold near her heart Invisible so only she can be moved by its grace Every broken piece of her belongs to him, always will She'll die with her love, and he with his hate
HAPPY ENDING Haven't you punished me enough I've dodged your venom for so long Every word out of your brain drips with hatred Every motion from your body reeks of havoc Can't it be my turn to hurt you To stick you in a cage and lower you to hell Trap you in your own guilt and beat you with mercy Trap your heart in fire so maybe some will melt Will you clutch my hand to feel the chill you put there Take a seat next to me and sense my grief Grab your head, hold on tight It's going to be a thrilling ride A ride through my hell, the one you banished me to To your left is a temple of the lies you fed me Place boy, sit still, you wouldn't want to fall out Stay awhile and soak it all up In front of you is the cemetery of all my hopes Wait, we're not done yet, be patient will you You don't want to miss what's coming up, you'll hate it Look, right there, the metallic, heavenly arches Go through, straight into my forgiveness Then your remorse will build your own hell Finally, I'll have my happy ending
NEVER...FOREVER I hope I never have to talk to you again Never have to see your lying face Never have to hear your shrill voice I pray that you become invisible That you disappear of the face of the earth That I can forget everything about you I wish I never kissed your deceiving lips Never met you in the first place Never had your arms around me I dream that you have changed That you don't lie and cheat That you are the sweet boy I fell in love with Just GO AWAY, leave me be Stop tearing out my heart, and picking at my mind Your such a player, you think you’re a pimp You’re a wuss, you’re afraid of commitment I hope I never lay eyes on you again Never kiss your..sweet lips Never feel your warm embrace Oh God...look what you have done to me!
FORBIDDEN DEATH Thoughts of death are on her mind Happiness is something she can't easily find Tears of pain slide down her porcelain face Adorning her wrists is blood stained lace Can't feel the searing, feeling is gone Stuck in the eve, in the future is no dawn Satin skin covered in deep, meaningful scars Her empty eyes burn a hole in a sky with no stars Everyone has abandon her, only friend is her knife Walking; stumbling numbly, living no life Only one way out, one way to go Brain screaming yes, heart moaning no What's left for her on the ugly, evil earth Placing her pain, her life on God's hearth Over in a few, short moments Gone from here, no more iron fence Don't mourn, I was and am nothing Live no pain, feel no sorrow, have no sting My madness and insanity is gone, along with soul Blood rushed to fill my empty, gaping hole That is the end, it goes on no more No more black or blue, no more blood or gore
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CallistaKiedis
Freaks Of A Feather
.:Do you carry the moon in your womb:.
Posts: 256
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Post by CallistaKiedis on Dec 25, 2004 19:48:03 GMT -5
SOUL WIDOW Mixed feelings Don't know where to turn Upset love Soul begins to burn Traumatic memories My heart yearns Torn pressure Soul depression learn Patched problems Love shows scorn Cut skin Violet scars adorn Scratched pain Child’s intuition reborn Melodramatic thoughts Interesting hate torn Removable mask Joyous miserable mourn
BEWARE Light creeps into a forgotten corner Happiness caresses a single mourner Wisdom enlightens an innocent child Anger invades the few mild Love washes over the once forgotten The shy fight the war less foughten Jealousy attacks the timid Your soul goes to the highest bid Failure hits those left without defeat Success embraces the many always beat In those moments lay something hid A velvet lined box, jewel encrusted lid Much pain lies within, open if you dare Know the burden left inside, beware
I AM I am the shadow walking soundlessly behind you As sly and tricky as the ocean is blue I am the invisible ghoul beneath your bed As you sleep, I conquer the thoughts in your head I am the fear that caresses the old Terrifying, but as precious as gold I am the nightmare that leave you lying awake You try to shake the thought, but this is not fake I am the end of your life’s winding trail Leave you feeling alone and frail I am the eyes watching you when you are alone The ringing in your ears is my moan I am the chill that runs up your spine The icy touch on your neck is mine I am the howling wind that knocks on your windowpane Making the leaves rattle like an old, rusted chain I am the thought that disturb you in your sleep The thoughts of my cruelty and me cause you to weep I frighten the young and become a reality for the elderly I do as I please, I take whom I want, I am wild; free I am death, I am the destroyer of being I am wise and all seeing
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Post by NobodyWeirdLikeMe on Dec 26, 2004 12:38:36 GMT -5
i'm so sorry theres only so much i can take in ;D i read your first postful of poems and mostly they're very good..i will get back to you on the rest really soon. I really like the first one and only you but my favourite so far is portrait. It shows you have real talent. kisses emma
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Post by NobodyWeirdLikeMe on Dec 28, 2004 15:10:38 GMT -5
you have real talent-next time try not to post so many in one go! Seems to be a recuring theme of blood and tears....i'm being a total hypocrite here but maybe you should try to introduce other themes into your work?
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Post by Angel on Dec 28, 2004 15:46:52 GMT -5
It's going to take awhile to get through them all, but I like the ones I've read so far. I usually have to read poems over several times for them to sink in so I'll have a lot of reading to do.
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CallistaKiedis
Freaks Of A Feather
.:Do you carry the moon in your womb:.
Posts: 256
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Post by CallistaKiedis on Dec 28, 2004 16:51:19 GMT -5
Nobody-He he, after I was done I thought "Wow, that's a lot, maybe I should have spread them out." Lol, oh well. But on the theme thing, I try to differ my work, but I just write whatever comes out. Most of the ones with the same theme were written at completely different times. I've got tons more poems, I just can't find them at the moment and I dont like them as much as I do these ones. Sorry bout posting so many at one time:-[
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Post by NobodyWeirdLikeMe on Dec 29, 2004 6:18:18 GMT -5
Nobody-He he, after I was done I thought "Wow, that's a lot, maybe I should have spread them out." Lol, oh well. But on the theme thing, I try to differ my work, but I just write whatever comes out. Most of the ones with the same theme were written at completely different times. I've got tons more poems, I just can't find them at the moment and I dont like them as much as I do these ones. Sorry bout posting so many at one time:-[ don't worry about it. yeah i know what you mean about the one theme thing because as i said i was being a complete hypocrite as all my poems seem to run along the lines of one idea.
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Post by finscar on Dec 29, 2004 10:59:11 GMT -5
FORBIDDEN DEATH Thoughts of death are on her mind Happiness is something she can't easily find Tears of pain slide down her porcelain face Adorning her wrists is blood stained lace Can't feel the searing, feeling is gone Stuck in the eve, in the future is no dawn Satin skin covered in deep, meaningful scars Her empty eyes burn a hole in a sky with no stars Everyone has abandon her, only friend is her knife Walking; stumbling numbly, living no life Only one way out, one way to go Brain screaming yes, heart moaning no What's left for her on the ugly, evil earth Placing her pain, her life on God's hearth Over in a few, short moments Gone from here, no more iron fence Don't mourn, I was and am nothing Live no pain, feel no sorrow, have no sting My madness and insanity is gone, along with soul Blood rushed to fill my empty, gaping hole That is the end, it goes on no more No more black or blue, no more blood or gore i had a feeling i read this and i suggested the title for this particular poem. but if no...then it's my silly thinking. it's great btw. and the rest of your poems i really like ''last breath'' and ''no more pain''. it caught my eyes first but sorry i have yet to read the last few.
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CallistaKiedis
Freaks Of A Feather
.:Do you carry the moon in your womb:.
Posts: 256
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Post by CallistaKiedis on Dec 31, 2004 23:24:28 GMT -5
i had a feeling i read this and i suggested the title for this particular poem. but if no...then it's my silly thinking. it's great btw. and the rest of your poems i really like ''last breath'' and ''no more pain''. it caught my eyes first but sorry i have yet to read the last few. Yeah, you did give me the title;D It's a very good one
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Post by finscar on Jan 1, 2005 14:21:19 GMT -5
Yeah, you did give me the title;D It's a very good one ;D thank you.
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