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Post by moments on Sept 23, 2004 3:55:21 GMT -5
I'm glad this forum is back. Uhh... I've been writing a lot so I'm gonna use this thread to share some of it. I've actually got some free time on my hands so that's good. tentatively called Month nine relay.. Big bad girl, you gone and all grown up.. .College track star, majored in don't give a fuck.. She couldn't make it through, she straight up lost her mind.. .She dreamt up a party, then she took over mine.. So i got in my big seat, and i went back home north and east about three grand broken ice to hold a hand.. pick a spike from a broken fucked up man. ..I should have laughed at you from the start.. Big bad you, you gone and all grown up.. .Just how many emo boys can you fuck? I hope you feel real real after all you've done.. .after all after all after all, you gave birth to a gun. So i got in my big seat, and i went back home north and east about three grand broken ice to hold a hand.. pick a spike from a broken fucked up man. ..I should have laughed at you from the start.. ..You could never wear my shoes, you'd just fall apart.. You wear that smile and style like a coat rack in an empty house with cracked windows soaked in dust you should learn just to shut yer fuckin mouth.
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Post by moments on Sept 23, 2004 4:03:03 GMT -5
my eyes can sense the morning sun beams rising up ahead of us. trying so hard not to end it... we for got just what "it" was. take me to someone in charge here let me spit my final words. i'm just wanting not to be here ..because i've never believed what i've heard.
When you look around and all you see is conflict between us and them and her and him and all that's left is sink or swim and when you're standin firmly still, you holdin on to how you feel, you act so shy until you've killed, there's not much left of anything real...... They let us die!
I remember once upon a time we could watch the sun go down all that anguish left beside us when they burned down that old town we just held it in till mornin we just held it in till mornin we just held it in till mornin but that mornin never came around
When you look around and all you see is conflict between us and them and her and him and all that's left is sink or swim and when you're standin firmly still, you holdin on to how you feel, you act so shy until you've killed, there's not much left of anything real...... They let us die!
You are one for whom I wish the best things... Sweet dreams, Georgia... You are one for whom I wish the best things... Sweet dreams, Georgia.....
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Post by moments on Sept 23, 2004 4:09:45 GMT -5
just good fuckfriendsi'm gonna give you a kiss to get it started and let you get all wrapped up in my tongue cause when im around you, i just get retarded and when you lay down with me girl, i get sprung i dont care about tomorrow, let's just enjoy ourselves tonight i know we've had our share of problems, but lets get together make it right... i wanna make you come so im comin over have this dance and share a glass of wine open up baby, im gonna make you go crazy i wanna send my shivers down your spine 5 a.m. we laugh so hard we're cryin layin down to take another ride feels good that you feel safe when you're with me and im at home with you, so i'll come inside.... i dont care about tomorrow, let's just enjoy ourselves tonight i know we've had our share of problems, but lets get together make it right...
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Post by moments on Sept 23, 2004 4:17:07 GMT -5
"I do not go to church on Sundays, and I do not worship George W. Christ"
I'm a gunboat captain let us revel in my strength much more dangerous when captured take you out with hidden-tongue-blade covered in the mud of daylight passions falling from my brow I'm a gunboat loveslave mama do you miss me now?
What floats to the surface? Parasites and urchins.. My legs are always hurting... and now mama doesn't write from home.
Blood is thicker than soil sticky but it never dries i will always be your first born even after we both die But now i'm just out here sweating taking lives, wrapped up in stealth I'm a gunboat flowerchild for god, for country, and for self.
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Post by moments on Sept 23, 2004 4:21:37 GMT -5
Gavinda's Lotus
Go on....
please go on...
you are my shadow. Lose that twinkly eye....
I will talk... I will talk to only myself. Enlightenment a sham.
You are beautiful, with your knowledge exposed.
We will flood ourselves, ..we will all be flooded away... .we will all be flooded away.....
You are all the things that will outlive me..
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Post by Sami. on Sept 24, 2004 0:55:14 GMT -5
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Leni
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Post by Leni on Sept 24, 2004 2:58:50 GMT -5
When you look around and all you see is conflict between us and them and her and him and all that's left is sink or swim and when you're standin firmly still, you holdin on to how you feel, you act so shy until you've killed, there's not much left of anything real...... They let us die! This is amazing. I really love the second and the last one. Some of the others made me feel a bit... ...weird, but I like your way to deal with words and your eloquence.
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Post by NobodyWeirdLikeMe on Sept 24, 2004 12:42:07 GMT -5
just good fuckfriendsi'm gonna give you a kiss to get it started and let you get all wrapped up in my tongue cause when im around you, i just get retarded and when you lay down with me girl, i get sprung i dont care about tomorrow, let's just enjoy ourselves tonight i know we've had our share of problems, but lets get together make it right... i wanna make you come so im comin over have this dance and share a glass of wine open up baby, im gonna make you go crazy i wanna send my shivers down your spine 5 a.m. we laugh so hard we're cryin layin down to take another ride feels good that you feel safe when you're with me and im at home with you, so i'll come inside.... i dont care about tomorrow, let's just enjoy ourselves tonight i know we've had our share of problems, but lets get together make it right... great reminds me of a friend i have , is that a good thing??
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Post by eroticshock on Sept 28, 2004 20:51:45 GMT -5
Yes, lovely surprise to have this thread back, and also to read more of your writings.
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Post by moments on Oct 22, 2004 14:41:36 GMT -5
Precision. Medicines... Lost machines If I had a near miss for every time I heard that My luck may have run out by now. Slinkyness Dimly Lit I love those lips "quite a grip ya got thuuurr..." Primed and polished Perfected for high performance Smoked and soaked in your rueful bath. You will have your Grey Ice Water And I still have my Grey Exhausted Filament But I have plucked your nails from my neck-- Atonement! Do you spit or swallow your pride? Do you remit or hallow blank rides? For I am without conflict... save possibly.... fucking once more.
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Post by moments on Oct 22, 2004 14:55:57 GMT -5
Friday morning, whiskey shits Stripper got me for all I had 9 miles of leg on Nubian goddess Way too drunk to get hard but I sprayed my lust over all_____ gallons of gushing goo_____ all for you. Your peers have nothing -- sloppy nipple, poorly placed tattoos, stench of spent cocks -- false hopes. But you were all a boy could want______ skin like black shine ice bent over singing freedom songs manslaughter eyes, wishful lips realizing puzzles nuzzled in your hips. One good lustfuck- in the name of justice, of course. Those white girls should have gone home... to their little dogs and their vh1. But you shall remain! Let me lick at look at your cozy cooch________ sent to me by my friend Jesus________ bless him (and his fine taste in exotic women) I have respect ____ even your devil tongue teasing -- and your -- right up and leaving_______ to liquefy the lap of another lush... 9 seconds later. So I go home- jerk off- smoke a cigarette- cuddle alone- pass right out. But_____ I once thought I loved you.
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Post by eroticshock on Oct 24, 2004 9:00:49 GMT -5
OOOOOOO LA LA, xxxcelent. I especially liked Precision, well I love them both, cool words & great form. more please
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Post by moments on Oct 28, 2004 14:25:37 GMT -5
Considering instinctual and/or un-noticed run-thru behaviors.... Doors and locks--gates rushed and rusted. Fire escapes. Secret Jesus... uh... Jesuses?
But digressing back to the =BIG PICTURE=
We unlock and lock open close enter exit ESCAPE! We excite our neurons coyly to ourselves (of course) by planting planets and partitions Go into a door and it's all new bright baby blue ____ a change of space.... of pace.... Hiding really - Everything about us. Sleeping undercover/ Keeping younger lovers Segregation INNATE! -- Car alarms. Church bells, glorious sounds of the deconstruction era.
Booogie Wooogie Diners Truckstop aspirations, "EWWW, passion...." Seeking out seperations, window vision I really just don't know what____ to think. Walls are closing in on us. Go go go!_____ Doors and locks. Tiny holes are never seen from the top__ only from the bottom.
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Post by eroticshock on Oct 28, 2004 17:17:20 GMT -5
Great again. I think you've inspired me now....
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Leni
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far too good looking to do the cooking
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Post by Leni on Oct 31, 2004 5:32:26 GMT -5
Arrrr...Robert. I miss you so much right now. I like those. Very much. And I'm glad you didn't stop posting them, as you threatened.
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Post by yves on Nov 2, 2004 12:00:30 GMT -5
hey rob, sandwedje here... thought i'd check out forums again as well, hows it going?
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Post by camelianhermitcrab on Nov 5, 2004 16:56:01 GMT -5
just good fuckfriendsi'm gonna give you a kiss to get it started and let you get all wrapped up in my tongue cause when im around you, i just get retarded and when you lay down with me girl, i get sprung i dont care about tomorrow, let's just enjoy ourselves tonight i know we've had our share of problems, but lets get together make it right... i wanna make you come so im comin over have this dance and share a glass of wine open up baby, im gonna make you go crazy i wanna send my shivers down your spine 5 a.m. we laugh so hard we're cryin layin down to take another ride feels good that you feel safe when you're with me and im at home with you, so i'll come inside.... i dont care about tomorrow, let's just enjoy ourselves tonight i know we've had our share of problems, but lets get together make it right... I want one
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Post by camelianhermitcrab on Nov 5, 2004 16:56:45 GMT -5
hey rob, sandwedje here... thought i'd check out forums again as well, hows it going? Hi Rob, I'm Beth I like your talent too.
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Post by Rob on Nov 16, 2004 12:56:15 GMT -5
Heya Ed! what goes on man? long time. glad to see you stopped in. im not here much myself anymore, but my ego keeps me coming back to post words. i hope all is well with you.
and uhh... hi Beth. thanks for your kindness.
I'm out.
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Post by moments on Dec 8, 2004 19:33:26 GMT -5
I can't write. about anything other than the scary guys with their scary eyes pissing away on the chair next to me.
But if I push my self I can see you in my head smiling even though I'm a scumbag I never call anymore
I never mean to things are just dizzying & slippery.
but I really do care. I always do.
Just looking for the loop out and away from commitments and concrete.
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