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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 13, 2008 14:32:45 GMT -5
Dear Feather,
Why have you ever drifted so lightly into the sky so blue?
Was a feeling deep inside, just like mine.
So then why is there a heavy load, upon our souls on through the night.
For what am I to think, for why is there a shimmering sign, like the ever so bright hotel signs, flashing day and night, and night unto day.
As I fall undertone, a deaf tone of sorts, but only because my sounds, well they can be heard by one whose noble name stands loud, and that which captures my heart, which drifts ever so lightly like the feather.
So Dear Feather, is your coordinates true, or is there some kind of absolution that we are to free ourself from?
It is our mandala of life we build, it is our choice to chose our paths, and even though things are different in life, we must learn to accept their ways.
So Dear Feather, I will always love you for you, and not by judgmental ways, you are the twinkle in my eyes, and forever in my heart. And if you can accept me, the way I accept you, then we can begin again.
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Post by ogida on Nov 13, 2008 15:16:40 GMT -5
You don't listen to a word I say, anything I share, or to the waves, do you? If you did, you would know the answer. You wouldn't have to ask.
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Post by ogida on Nov 13, 2008 16:31:29 GMT -5
I'm sorry, I was not mad at your poem, but something else. Your words are so lovely and heartfelt. And yes, I do want you to share, I love it when you share your heart. If I came off rude, I do apologize. I only was trying to share something and it came off too hard probably because of how I'm feeling and that wasn't right. Dear Feather and you didn't deserve that. But I do feel like you should know by now, and I feel sad that you felt hurt by something that came off as something I had no idea came off that way...if that made any sense. I just feel so bad about that.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 13, 2008 18:05:57 GMT -5
Creating a peaceful aura around this poem, as positive energy was meant to be felt, not negative.
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Post by Big Willy on Nov 13, 2008 21:36:10 GMT -5
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 14, 2008 11:46:10 GMT -5
Thanks, that was very sweet of you. I won't bother you anymore whiterosebliss. But who the fuck is Kim? What I'm saying, is that sometimes comments to you might not seem to be offensive to you, but maybe they can be offensive to others, in they may have a different mind frame. And I know I have to do the same, just as well. Does that make sense. I suppose it comes from me learning how to accept others comments as what they are and not judge them, but at the same time, I just don't want people to treat me like sh*t either, lord knows I've had enough of that. And as I said, I wasn't trying to be mean and I accepted your apology. And I didn't mean to come off strong like that, bcuz I'm really a soft hearted person. Anyway, the name is not of significance. -------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm going to take a deep breathe in and let it out slowly. Enough of the negative vibes, now to let the sense of calm and peace come along.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 17, 2008 12:38:22 GMT -5
I want to apologize for my strange behavior. I recently had someone try to steal my identity and it also included fraudulent actions and I was in a very violated and frustrated mood (so when I said the name wasn't of significance, I was trying to get passed that bad event, and sorry I didn't make myself clear). It doesn't leave a good feeling when someone does things such as this and I just let it come out (when I shouldn't have let the assumption feeling take over), So, please accept my apologies. My last comment was more directed at myself, because sometimes I know comments can be meant in a different light than what I might see at first read, so I was reminding self to remember that. Anywho, this piece has much in it. It also has the love I feel for someone wrapped in it as what you felt. It also has a touch of self talk, in that saying you (self) need to stop being so doubtful and just go with your flow. And no matter how many times we fall, we always get back up and find the strength to move in a more positive way. So in essence, when you get that feeling, don't doubt yourself, just go with your heart's feeling. Does that make sense? Have a nice day.
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Post by Hermit on Nov 17, 2008 13:30:35 GMT -5
It does make sense, but sometimes when a person wants something so badly, they forget how to listen to themselves. And because something like that just happened to me, I'm not even up to trusting myself, unless it's the same routine.
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 21, 2008 20:06:09 GMT -5
It does make sense, but sometimes when a person wants something so badly, they forget how to listen to themselves. And because something like that just happened to me, I'm not even up to trusting myself, unless it's the same routine. Yes, I understand. Because, I'm like you, in that I want to make sure its on a mutual basis. I know what it feels like to want something badly, and it's not really that you don't listen to yourself, but rather you just want to feel that your on one wave together. Um, time, patience and love will be the keys to a stronger relationship. A bit talkative tonight, but I know where you're coming from. Thanks for the comments.
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Post by Hermit on Nov 24, 2008 13:04:21 GMT -5
But if you are a wave rider, meaning you can ride lots of waves, that clarity of mutual understanding gets blurry. There is so much more I can say but it will probably come out wrong. My heart got lifted with hope that everything was going to change, then my hope got deflated again. I'm sorry. Don't mind me. I'm just very very sad at the moment. Have a good day Lori
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Post by whiterosebliss on Nov 25, 2008 11:52:44 GMT -5
But if you are a wave rider, meaning you can ride lots of waves, that clarity of mutual understanding gets blurry. There is so much more I can say but it will probably come out wrong. My heart got lifted with hope that everything was going to change, then my hope got deflated again. I'm sorry. Don't mind me. I'm just very very sad at the moment. Have a good day Lori Yes, I agree that things can get blurry if you ride many waves. However, I feel the mutual understanding is there still, just that other things may be playing a part. I hope this doesn't come off wrong, cuz I'm trying to chill on my experience with identity theft, which was one thing that got me all "assumptive" feeling and that wasn't fair to anyone, but I only blame myself. Anyway, about your Heart, I feel the same things, but maybe it's just a time where mutual understaning got lost embedded with doubt somehow and just needs to find its way back to the center of it's place. I will continue this in pm in the next day or so, okay.
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Post by Hermit on Nov 25, 2008 12:14:34 GMT -5
embedded with doubt --- yep that about sums it up ~~ I look forward to your pm
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Post by little wing on Mar 14, 2010 0:00:34 GMT -5
Sooooooooo beauteeful, and the name is too significant! ;D Oh, yes it is!
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