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Post by SoulToSqueeze on Oct 23, 2004 17:36:04 GMT -5
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Post by SoulToSqueeze on Oct 23, 2004 17:48:10 GMT -5
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Leni
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Post by Leni on Oct 24, 2004 5:04:05 GMT -5
Dirk..I've read it. And it's hard to say something appropriate now, but.. well, I'd like to hug you, and I'd like to speak with you. So..hopefully I'll meet you on MSN soon. I loved the part with the russian guy.
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Shadows
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Sweet lover, you should've come over...
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Post by Shadows on Oct 24, 2004 5:30:29 GMT -5
The ironic thing when i read your words Dirk, was that Everybody Hurts by R.E.M came on the radio. I wish that i could hug you too. I understand what you mean about giving people attention by simply listening to them, They seem so grateful when you lend them an ear, as if they were waiting all their life for someone just to hear their troubles and good times. I don't know what else to say. Take care.
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Pelo
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These jokes life's playing they make me so tired.
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Post by Pelo on Oct 24, 2004 6:29:17 GMT -5
ok we cant know everything thats happening in your life but i guess how bad it can be, i'm thinking of you sometimes and i'm trying to put myself in ur position but i still feel like u can like life! i prefer talking in msn about it (soon i hope), love you
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Post by your SLC on Oct 24, 2004 10:41:13 GMT -5
Dirk, werent u happy once? just for one week? if u found something or someone who can make you happy, stick to it. but you have to learn to adjust. not everything goes your way. you shouldnt feel so miserable. you have your family, and your friends care about you. some people would kill just to have a roof over their heads. count the good things in life. and... im thinking about you. Cya.
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Post by SoulToSqueeze on Oct 24, 2004 15:02:10 GMT -5
Dirk, werent u happy once? just for one week? if u found something or someone who can make you happy, stick to it. but you have to learn to adjust. not everything goes your way. you shouldnt feel so miserable. you have your family, and your friends care about you. some people would kill just to have a roof over their heads. count the good things in life. and... im thinking about you. Cya. Well, that week I felt like I was leading a normal life. Yeah I was happy. But in retrospective it has also showed me a lot of my problems which also were brought up pretty tough a while after that week. I guess you know what I mean. And I know there´s people who got bigger problems. And you know that I know that. But it´s a stupid thing to say that that would make anything easier. Besides I hate reading cold words of you. I rather got no words but memories then. Thanks for reading everybody. And Leni, where were you? I pm´ed you some two or three weeks ago but you never replied. Been on vacation after the exam stress? I hope get to talk again to all of you people somewhen soon.
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Post by Candy Apple Grey on Oct 25, 2004 1:23:40 GMT -5
I read it all and it was fascinating and heartbreaking. I'm sorry that you feel this way about your life. You sound like such a giving person which, although it can be very draining, is also a great and rare quality in people. Take care. -Hillary-
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Leni
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Post by Leni on Oct 25, 2004 4:01:35 GMT -5
And Leni, where were you? I pm´ed you some two or three weeks ago but you never replied. Been on vacation after the exam stress? Oohh..holidays...yeh, I wish it was so..No, in fact I've been sick, or well, I still am, and so I've been mostly home and not near a computer at all...sorry, I didn't mean to not answer your PM at all. But now I'm here.
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Post by SoulToSqueeze on Oct 25, 2004 13:57:33 GMT -5
Aw I hope you´re fit again soon
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Pelo
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These jokes life's playing they make me so tired.
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Post by Pelo on Oct 25, 2004 14:30:00 GMT -5
Here's Dirk.. (i want a smiling pic of you to put here soon )
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Post by NobodyWeirdLikeMe on Oct 26, 2004 9:43:42 GMT -5
I don't know you but in a way i almost understand how you feel. I went through a low point a while ago and luckly i had good friends to pull me out of it but what im trying to say is that i understand a little of how you feel and know how horrible it is. I remember writing in my diary that i wanted to kill myself about 50 times last year..and luckly I'm still here. I can relate to that feeling of emptyness when you just feel burnt out and hollow inside. I hope you feel better soon. :-*emma
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Post by SLC on Oct 26, 2004 14:02:31 GMT -5
Besides I hate reading cold words of you. I rather got no words but memories then. its sad to hear. but it's all up top you, i guess. this isnt the place for this anyway. u know when and where you can find me. if u want.
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